Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 12:29 AM:
Do we need to pretend?
Why do we need to hide, to be trapped and hidden inside with the feelings capable of eating our emotions till we feel no more?
Why do we feel what we feel?
Why do we give in so much with little in return, yet we do the same to the people who give in so much to us?
Do we have to have faith and hope, when hope is probably the cruelest emotion and faith it's companion?
Actions always usually speak louder than words, but words can damage and injure so aren't words pretty loud enough?
Cause we can never have a peace of mind until all hope is lost or let go, all of it.
Cause we tend to be more choosy when we have more choices forgetting the real facts of our needs. That there really isn't any need.
Cause we never really think enough even though we have given much thought.
The world is not going to change, it will always be mean. I've just got to be meaner.
Sleep is my escape but it is not my refuge.
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 6:16 PM:
"People, created our own fear, live in denial, cause our own lost, found power to destroy, found crimes to create guilt, cheat to betray, hate and jeaslousy to start war, wait till it's too late, look down to feel better, saw and hear less to not know more, isolate to not face truth, fit in to cover up, found reasons to lie, found tears that wasnt cry, found laughter in expense, party to find loniess, let loose to endanger and love to be loved back the way it shouldnt really be."
so come on, tell me.
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 11:43 PM:
stranger write few things on a note. sings it. who knew music could be so powerful, so spot on. every lyric, every line and every word. as if that stranger sees you through.
this seems like something i'd post on my private blog instead. hm.
give me something i can believe.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 2:20 PM:
have you ever thought so much that you eventually confuse yourself?
on hope, i should give up.
anyways,
spent the day with my valentine.
you came to me on a january day,
ever since then you've swayed me away,
you're the only one who's there for me,
when everything else was not meant to be.
i remember the first day,
you were so shy much to my dismay,
but till today, i hold you tight,
every time when i sleep at night.
hold me dearly and hold me true,
there's no feline friend like you!
to my one and only sugar,
hahas.
so come on, tell me.
Monday, February 2, 2009 @ 8:44 PM:
first day at tampines jc.
was more relieved than disappointed, i think i'm ready to face the fact that i'll be staying in this campus for 2 years.
my orientation group, luckily, was not full of lifeless unsociable people.
and friend from the past was there, mega hairiani.
from indonesian accent to an english accent. from normal to overly dramatic.
how people change in 4 years. hahas.
anyways, met new people. talks, talks, icebreakers and about 4 more talks before we're dismissed.
i can't stand lectures.
met nisa after that, finally! (:
talked, walked, talked.
miss you dearly, dear.
kay, end. whichever way my appeal goes, i'm ready to settle with what fate has decided.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, January 31, 2009 @ 11:45 PM:
Noisy,Noisy and SERIOUSLY Noisy!
Gosh.I really hope that phone just stop ringging or vibrating.
*Ergh!*
These ppl just dont understand. Haiz.
Anyway,todaywas okay.woke up by the sound of my mum nagging-.-
then,went to Hougang point with my family for shopping. heheh!(:
i got ALL the things that i want![Yay-ness me]
- got my Loreal shampoo
- facial cleanser
- And ofcourse,my Mask!!(:
okay.that wasnt needed. hee~
then i did some illegal stuff, that SOMEONE really wants to know what!HAHAH!too bad*
got home and camwhored-again.lols
i seriously wont upload it.
Today i had kenduri.
it was okay for but I can see that my father was kinda sad.
His voice was like erm, trying hard not to cry..
i feel sorry for him,
then after all those heart touching moment, The FOOD arrived!
yay! haha! i was seriously hungry!
the food smells wonderful*big grins*
i ate Alot !
hehe! then i text him. Boy, am i glad that you text me back.
i was bored. then i got a call from him.
HAPPY HAPPY(:
Damn, i got madrasah tmr! ):
Posted by The Gorgeous one(:
so come on, tell me.
